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Today.. morning..What a so bad luck.. i forgotten to BRING a reading Material.. so sorry!! i had no choice.. then i tried my best to read my physics note without teacher's noticing.. in the end tio notice.. i ask many time since the start of the assembly from my classmate "who has extra reading material to borrow me? please??" nobody has.. and even someone ask who needs? this show..?? arggh.. nvm.. and EVEN witness the 2 second happenings.. this made me learnt something new today.. and the one of the reason i break down.. " Everything must be dependent on urself.. when u need help.. 8 or 9 out of 10 . you will get help. but when people need help.. u does help.. but when you need help..who will help?? .. some may have reasons but some not! because they are selfish..they want to see you die!.. " thinking of all this..make me feel so Helpless and depress.. i break down reasons is.. at that time i relly panic and some people was giving face.. and some jus like asking their friends not to borrow.. i WITNESS that!.. why? whats wrong?? did i did u guys wrong?? that you all have to be so mean to me..
i felt so lone.. so helpless.. who can help me at times of panic moments.. who?? and i felt a swift of cold wind.. help!! its so Scary u know.. the feeling is like.. i am gona be dead.. teacher is fierce.. oh my god.. what am i suppose to do.. some of you guys also know that i don't know how to handle this kinda situation and helpless. and normally Break down if i worry alot and stress and Trembles.. thats why you all name me "crybaby" but then.. you all got think anot?? if u are the one who is helpless.. no one to assist.. even your Friend can't help you.. u feel like lonely.. will you feel heart-broken?? i know that the world is selfish.. but then can give some sympathy.. is it so heartless?? haiiis.. what is true friend what is not?? can anyone tell me?? i hate this Question.. but always asked myself.. what is a true GOOD person like??..at that time i do not want to break down.. but no choice.. i kept telling myself "cindy.. cindy.. you must be strong.. DOn't break down.." but can;t stand it.. it was so PANICing..
but anyway.. i donno.. stop till here.. and continue the story.. then after break down.. Ms ng saw it.. she passed her reader's digest down.. then when i flipped to read..the speaker say stop reading.. DOTS!.. i panic for the whole moment.. and finally gets one reading material and this is the RESULTS??! what a bullshyt day duhs?? anyway.. Thanks Ms ng! and sorry! .. i am really Thankfull.. next time i will Remmember bring my book.. due to hurrys of getting out of the house as my bro is getting late.. i forget my BOOK!.. grr.. and then my mum give mi tuna bread.. and the loaf of longlong delifrance bread is so HARD!.. i never eat then put in my bag.. and somemore At night i slept late to STUDY!!.. Grr.. anyway.. Thanks Ms ng.. have to repeat once agains..
today have my chinese paper.. i can't focus!! my eyes is teary.. my brain is thinking about the incident..refreshing and refreshing again.. then the paper is very hard.. Physics test went well.. and one stupid answer.. i forgotten that it is electronic balance.. guess what i wrote?? "Electric balance" funny rite??.. then chem got new teacher for 10 weeks.. ehs.. donno her much.. see bahs.. then assembly.. then it was like i sleeping le?? then kaete and me sing song.. then the hall was aabit noisy.. ms ng keep look us.. then i very scared.. relly very scared.. donno why .. this year especially.. this year i know de teacher i very scared.. when they look at you.. especially female teachers.. i very scared..the feeling is.. oh my god.. did i did something wrong?? very scared.. then stayed back.. Mr michael tan Scold sec 3 .. cuz no good result for january.. bad bad.. me too.. becuz SEC 3 is tough life !! .. then now the chemistry i copy till hand tired. cuz tml open notebook test.. although is a gud news.. but bad thing is.. THE paper is MUCH mre tougheR! RElly!! okays..till here.. nites.. hope tml will be fine?
