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Thursday, March 01, 2007

Remember yesterday about the story book never bring thing?? Today.. its getting worster!! yesterday i ask ms ng wheter if i can get back my notebook.. she said she Pass it to someone to pass back to us.. but then is already after school and somemore i am not informed where is it and who took it.. so i left the school and thinking that today ask the class got see anot.. I ask around but some replied no and some no reply.. then after the test.. is PHYSICS period.. So sway!! mdm sumarni ask the class who never bring anything Stand up.. so i stand lorr. because i don't have my notebook.. then mdm sumarni very angry.. i keep raise up my hand that i wanted to explain.. who don't want to listen.. then when she stop i hurry raise up my hand .. i explained that yesterday ms ng confiscated and then pass to someone who suppose to pass to me.. but then no one pass to us.. then today ask no one knows.. then mdm sumarni say it is not her problem.. Sian lor!! because must enter into PPR.. And is a lifelong data nehs!!

it will affect things, works, impression!! seriously.. it is serious and critical to have one record.. and because of a small small thing become a big big thing.. you say nehs? sway rite?? anyway i just smile smile and agree with any punishment.. because i know i never did anyting wrong and did not do it purposely!! everyone is not perfect.. human does made mistakes! and i did not have a first chance.. and yet other people else is already at their third or fourth chance already.. and i had not have my first chance and straight to punishment.. to some other else may be unfair. . to me i speechless.. because i REsPECT!.. in my facial expression i may be smiling and laughing as if i am very happy.. but actually i am crying in my heart.. i felt i am in a grieveness.. so sad u noe!!.. whatever so.. I had to have punishment by ms ng as it is a i tink a agreement that got one PPR record need punishment.. and somemore the punishment is maybe using small toothbrush and a very very very strong detergent to clean the lab tiles.. hais.. whatever.. for now we are stil YOung! and then in school we are small teacher are big.. so can say like we are the slaves .. teacher are the big boss.. if don't listen.. we can kena sacked anytime so anything lor..

then back to the topic.. when i was kena by mdm sumarni and explaining.. suddenyl *blahblahblah at the back say that ms ng ask him to pass to me and he did not and Blahs2* was then his best friend.. blahs2* was laughing and recalling.. then they say it was downstair in the pigeon hole of Ms ng.. then i was more kinda.."what the heck!" then after the physic period which does not go so successfully.. blah2* and toking to *blahblahblah.. i know what they are saying.. and i feel like scolding *blahs2 as he look down me!.. he think that when i explain to mdm sumarni i will CRY and plead for Forgiveness.. BUT i tell u blahs2* DOn't ever act as if you are very clever.. I will not cry for this matter.. but i will cry for myself.. i always remind myself " cindy.. you must be strong! you can't cry!" I have my integrity and pride.. !!

and see the whole thing TURN big just like that.. bloodied fool siias! then my mum knew about this and she seem like asking " how can teacher be like this? " then i answered "because they are the teachers and we are the students.. and they are always right .. we are always wrong.. we are the slaves they are the boss.. but then believe myself i am right and teachers are right.. so even if i am right i stil go for the punishment that they think i am wrong.. so at the same time i am wrong and right..." complicated right?? lols.. i did answer to my other friends like that too.. no choice .. ahahs..

Grrr.. okok till here then.. so dots lors..

12:01 AM

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